Same Old

-42 pips
Nothing has changed from the start of this blog. Same behavior. I can't nation same mistakes because something that you lot create for years isn't a mistake. It's what I do, nature, habit.
I simply continued my yesterday's day. Trading eur/jpy against the tendency looking for approximately reversal for the sake of the idea. Like I'm a winner if reversal come's no thing how much I lose inwards the meantime. I know really early on inwards the trading solar daytime that it's non skillful at all. Bu I don't stop. I literally bask inwards excitement. It's same excitement that you lot larn ridding roller-coaster. I tried that for the outset fourth dimension few months agone inwards Las Vegas. You are scared too it's extremely uncomfortable but at the same fourth dimension exciting. I took the ride 8 or nine times inwards a row. You don't larn that amongst skillful profitable trades. Being scared is missing. So I'm simply thrill seeker pretending that I desire to earn money, but instead I desire outset of all a thrill. I demand to rest inwards denial too telling myself that I'm hither because of the money, it wouldn't endure otherwise. It's non untrue that I desire money, who doesn't. But I can't resist my urges, I'm simply next rigid emotions.
After too hence many yr I don't heed it that much. I'm used to it. I would also actually similar to progress beyond this. That's why I rest at trading. It's a challenge to modify myself. Or I'm proverb that to myself simply to own got my cheep thrill.

I own got to add together instantly afterward hr too a one-half when emotions are cooled off. Do you lot own got thoughts afterward solar daytime similar this I volition non create it again, this is my final time, shape instantly on I volition create it differently? They are simply business office of the same equation.
I believe that's how they portray addicts.